Sorry

Sorry for being gone. I had a slight, ehm, health issue. Being in the hospital was not fun. Nor was not being able to move, I had so little energy. Not even exaggerating. I worked a school event Saturday from 5:45am to 10:30pm. I had a gatorade, two small cookies, a salad that was huge, pizza, breadsticks with cheese, and 4 Maui Wowi's. A huge tikki and 3 small ones. So I have no idea how many calories I eat, but it's not ridiculously bad since I literally didn't sit down until 8pm and from then until I left I probably sat for an hour. Tops. On Sunday I was really tired but I was ok. I ate a Boca burger with cheese and 1/2 a serving of mayo and chili sauce and tomatoes, fries with the rest of a serving of mayo and chili sauce, a honey crisp apple (new fav food, but I'll get to that later) and a serving of triscuits and Philly cream cheese. And a single slice of a small  quesadilla. Didn't track bc I felt like shit and since I didn't have a label I was too lazy to add everything. Woke up on Monday not even able to bear weight. Last time I ate was 6pm Sunday, didn't eat on Monday until 4pm. I had rally's fish bites and loaded fries minus the bacon and later an Annie's chunks noodle bowl. Today I've had an Amy's country cheddar bowl. About 450 calories. God I'm such a fatass. The dr said get rest, no fasting, no restricting calories, no over exercising. Sleep and drink lots of water. Sigh, yeah. I know. I do that, and it's why I'm fat. I weighed 118 on Monday and my dad had carried me upstairs before we went to the hospital. When they asked me what I weighed and I answered '118' my dad goes 'she felt like a hell of a lot more than that'. The nurses and my mon laughed. One of the nurses goes 'yeah'.  I'm going to lose weight. I won't do that again. Sorry for the rambling. Just had to get it all out. Stay strong sweeties.